Sunday, 16 December 2018

Najihah Nak Minta Maaf Dekat Semua!

Asalamualaikum.

First of all Najihah nak minta maaf sangat sangat sangat dengan korang semua. Ceritanya macam ini... Najihah ada buat segmen 55 Hari berblogging macam gambar di bawah ini.

 

Selepas 2 minggu buat segmen ini, langsung tiada orang comment nak join. Maka Najihah menyepikan diri dengan erti kata lain Najihah merajuk! hahaha. Tapi baru hari ini ada rasa ingin buka balik blog. Lol. Selama ini bukan tak nak buka, tetapi sibuk dengan assigment dan study week  lagipun dah nak dekat dengan final. (adakah ini alasan untuk tidak berblogging?)

Hari ini, baru buka dan still rasa pelik kenapa still tiada orang nak comment. Hahaha adakah aku dipinggirkan lol. Bila Najihah usha-usha dan check balik setting rupa-rupanya Najihah buat comments 'moderation' macamtulah. Lagi pelik bila ada peringatan tentang '52 comment sedang menunggu untuk Najihah approve"

Guys! rupa-rupanya ada masalah kat setting. I was like:
  1. Kenapa sunyi sepi je blog aku
  2. Eh, still ada orang visit blog walaupun dah lama tak update
  3. Bukan haritu follower sikit je ke?
  4. Eh eh nuffnang dah muncul!
Naifnya laaa haaa hahahaha. Rupa-rupanya ada orang masih berkunjung dekat blog aku yang entah pape ini. Huwaaa terima kasih semua. Najihah bukan scammer ok. Sorry sangat sangat.
Tapi bila difikirkan balik. Lawak juga! Ya Allah...

Insyallah Najihah cuba visit korang seperti biasa dan minta maaf dan terima kasih dan dan dan sebagainya. Insyallah walaupun lambat tapi Najihah cuba curi masa study week ini. Huhu Terharu weh. Tetibe ada 52 comment kah kah kah. 

Have a nice day everyone.


Wednesday, 28 November 2018

Let's do some reflection.

So today I have 2 test that is the listening English test and  CTU Pemikiran Tamadun Islam test. For the past few days, maybe I studied hard or maybe not. Because I don't feel like I'm working hard as I always do. But it's okay. Forgive yourself and keep moving forward.


As writing is therapeutical for me, I wanted to share with you guys how much my worries fed away when doing this two test today. I asked Allah for His blessing and give me peace in everything I do today. So, the stories begin when I only got 12/20 marks for the listening test. I get my hopes high as I can get a full mark or only got 2/3 wrongs. (cause duh! I'm practising hard listening to all kinds of listening videos...) But damn! it's 8 wrong marks. I do get down for a couple minute but Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah and Alhamdulillah. It just fed away. But it doesn't long last as I messaged my parents on WhatsApp. #comlaining

"Listening Test Dapat 12/20 je"

and my mom replied.

"Alhamdulillah"

and that time, the puberty hit me. (Lol) Why I'm not being grateful for the marks that have given from Allah. Why just you can't be thankful what you got. Is the word of Alhamdulillah is too hard to say? It just a test. Yes, it is only a test. It's not the matter of life or death. The emotion that you felt is just a temporary. It's okay. Ler's work hard. 

And move on to the second test. I'm confused by the question. When the test is over, I checked it and as expected, I answer it wrong. But fortunately like the previous test. I only down for a couple of minutes and move on. 

You know, that's feeling of giving up but you can't just feel it deeply. You're not angry. You're not protesting but desperately learning to accept more. Or we can call it "redha"

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